Thursday, October 22, 2009

Been a While

Sorry-it has been a while since I posted last. Not because nothing has happened, but because life just got in the way.

We have been getting back into play...I have been getting back into teasing. I really enjoy teasing P because it keeps him on edge and keeps me aroused as well. That and it's just plain fun! The other night I went out to the bar but had him texting me while I was gone. I love it when he texts me while I'm out because I know he's thinking about me. I also like it because he tends to send me thoughts he has on things he'd like to try. Those give me great ideas to use later. He often digs himself into a hole this way. On that night he mentioned that he'd been fantasizing about consuming his own cum again. We've tried this in the past and now use it mostly as a punishment for coming without permission. He does not generally enjoy it. But I guess because it has been so long since he has been made to do it, he forgot this little fact. I filed it away for later use. :)

On that night at the bar I texted him and told him that I would be calling him in a few minutes to listen to him edge himself over the phone. I did his so that I didn't have to actually tell him and have someone over-hear me. I went out and called him and when he answered I told him to get to it. It turned me on so much to listen to him describe it and moan through the phone. By the time I went back into the bar, I was soaking wet. I couldn't wait to get home at that point!

But alas I was riding with someone and had to wait. I had some drinks and enjoyed being out, all the while continuing to text P. When I finally got home I was exhausted. Even though he asked to taste my pussy I declined. I didn't think I'd be able to orgasm in my state.

The next night I was ready for play. After making out and getting turned on I told P to go down on me. It was so good! Then I wanted sex. He did an incredible job of keeping himself under control, and I lost count of the number of orgasms I had. Later I told him it's not about quantity, but quality, which he was doing well.

After an intense orgasm I told him to go into the closet and lock his hands together and to the shelf. I pulled out the box of our toys and closed and locked the closet. I wanted him to stew for a minute while I looked over our toys to see what I wanted to use for the night. I decided that since he had had such good behavior the week before, he deserved a reward. I pulled out the strap-on and paddle, as well as his butt plug. I also went into the bathroom to get a glove and some lube (it doesn't matter how long we've played, I still get queasy about the back door...but a glove makes it all good. :) ) I put on the glove and went to the closet. I opened it and went in, tracing my gloved finger in his crack. Since I only wear these gloves for anal play, he knows what they mean. He instantly got hard and excited.

I led him out of the closet and to the bed. I kept his hands locked together and had him lay on his back and put his hands over his head. I played with his ass, putting my finger inside and feeling his warmth. He squirmed around really enjoying the sensation. Then I pulled out his plug and lubed it up so could insert it into his tight asshole. As it slid into place he moaned and moved even more. He had mentioned a few days prior that he wanted to try my paddling him with his plug in, so I took advantage of that moment to try it. He really enjoyed it. When I felt he was ready I removed his plug and got into place with the strap-on. I slowly inserted it, getting very hot and wet with every inch as he moaned with pleasure. Once I got it all the way in I waited a moment because slowly sliding it out, then back in...and so on. I enjoy fucking his ass...I love the feeling of power it gives me, but I mostly love to watch him. He gets so lost in his pleasure. I watch his face and listen to him moan...it makes me wet almost instantly.

When I felt he'd had enough I slowly pulled out, letting him enjoy the sensation. Then I decided to give him a ruined orgasm. He has his vasectomy coming up (tomorrow, in fact) and I told him that since he has to have a certain number of ejaculations, he would have to pay for some of them. I reminded him that last time I had him in this position I did a ruined orgasm. He knew what was coming. I put his plug back in and had him tell me when he was close and I let go. Then got going again. When he told me he was close this time, I kept going just a few seconds more, then let go. It took a minute, but sure enough he started leaking fluid. I took a finger-full of it and let him have a taste to remind him just how much he doesn't like it. He agreed.

I pulled his plug out and told him to wash up and put everything away. When we got into bed together he told me that it felt different this time-it was like a ruined orgasm, but not quite. It still felt kind of good. I told him I was glad to know that...makes it easier for next time. Now I know that we can't use the plug for this in the future. I'm okay with the fact that it didn't quite work out. You win some, you lose some. :) I warned him that I expect his service and attitude to continue as it was. In the last few days he has proven himself. Although he is not feeling the familiar subby feelings, he is trying his best. And it is pretty good. I told him that some of his ejaculations after his procedure will probably be ruined ones. He can't have them all for free! :)

2 comments:

steve said...

as a submissve guy, being fucked like that is one great big pay-off. It's especially good when I have been chste for a while. I almost can't describe how good it was last time my partner did this to me.

Enjoying your blog btw.

Howard said...

Hi. I am a submissive male in a wife lead marriage. Just wanted to say how much I enjoyed reading your latest entry and that I've enjoyed following your blog as well. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and real life experiences with us. I've sent a link to your (and your husband's) blog to my Wife/Mistress as well. Hope he is recovering from the procedure. How did that turn out? My Mistress has been considering having me go through it as well.

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